I just wanted you to know, for every song that I've wrote,
that someday you'll make sense of all this, But will you still know?
The first words that I think of, There about you and our love,
Thats just how you get to me and help me keep my head up.
I know I hold to much in, I probably smurk when I grin,
But this world's got me tied up when all I need is a friend...
You are the reason I breath, you are the reason I live,
you are my reason to take, and my reason to give.
And the times I feel like dying, I don't want you to see me crying,
The pain hurts so bad with all these thoughts going thrue my head.
I know you think I'm lying, God knows I'm really trying,
But it never turns out the way that I expected it to.
I'm only living for you, every breath I take is for you,
Don't know what I should do, I just can't live with my hate,
But you, give me, Faith!!!!!!
Sometimes my mind lets me speak before I think, and as fast as I blink,
well I've said it, to regret it, how could I let it,
Take control of my soul, my mind, my thoughts, my dreams
and it seems so hard to take the hate, and let it disapate,
so I could more relate, coalate, everything one frame at a time
so I don't HATE.....
This song is about having something to believe in and having faith in it to be true. I’m not going to lie, at this time in my second marriage to Tammy, I put all my faith in her. I believed in her and she made me want to be a better person but I believe if I’m correct, it was during this time when I wrote this song things started to fall apart. I was spending most my time in the studio, I was stubborn and I was selfish. This pushed her distant from me, and me noticing it I really had to lean on the faith I had in her to do the right thing for us and fight.