This is the essence of a call I received yesterday from my publisher,
and ofcourse I'm so totally up shitcreek now
should have called them first instead of waiting for the inevitable to happen,
I've got my book to finish and have no idea how
"mister Akamawa we are wondering,
is there anything in which we can assist?"
-in other words Akamawa you're pondering
for 4 months now it's our deadline that you missed-
"I know I missed a deadline sir
there wasn't much I've been able to do
I was stirring my spoon as it would occur
for the past few months in some other stew"
"offering help is the sole purpose of our call
is everything ok or can you do with some coaching?"
we do not mean to pressure you sir, oh no not at all
but the agreed publishing-date is rapidly approaching"
"I just need more time is all sir there is nothing else
I swear to you sir no coaching all is very very fine
I will give you Bats & Butterflies with all whistles and bells
you just give me a new date I promise I won't cross that line"
Why do I always wanna do everything myself?
this way any book won't ever be on any shelve
Why is it so difficult for me to bow my head?
fully knowing all I do is fill my own shoes with lead
...HA! I got a topic, excited now and at the same time I'm zen
bye folks have a nice day, Marco Akamawa's off writing again